my hands feel pain and.. numb. same goes to my leg, thanks to ji yun hui pascalle. okay it was partly my fault too, cause i asked her to push me, but i didnt expect that kinda hard push! awww so i fell down, what a great present lo, like what my mum say lo, super qianbian i tell you. wbc wbc please do your god damn job and heal heal heal my wounds cause i do not want any scars at all or miss ji will die! crosscountry was a waste of time, i wonder who insist to meet at 6.30am and was last to reach, even later than 7.05am! it was all her fault that we were late, the loser dewi tan LOL. hair spraying wasnt coolzzz but it was fun LOL, looking at the condition of my pins and new pink rubberband, i'll give second thoughts about the fun part. so we strolled all the way throughout the 3.2km and 184(last for sec3) belong to dewi, 183 charlene the stinking orange, i wanted 182 but pascalle got it and then yeah i got 181 while beeching got 180. super lolzz we were not only last of sec3 but also last of the whole school~ half the sec3 guys were chionging like mad and the other half were humji who walked damn fast! i knew because we stop at the side(in order not to block their way, kinda ordered by the scouts whom we gave a hard time to HAHA) and we kinda screamed and cheered for them LOL, more like boooo-ing~ those two who threw stones at me shall die someday! and btw i still cant forgive nevin the bitch, he should die too.
so i fell for the whole damn plan of theirs. so while dewi and pas were like trying to walk over the whatever thing sticking out to the sea, pas' nanting ringtone start to screaaaaam and i took out her phone and-charins. so no choice i kinda pretend i didnt see anything and passed it to charlene smart move of the bimbos- asking me whether we can go out on friday so i suspect nothing. WELL maybe i didnt bring the right brain out today. according to stinking orange, we took two hours to walk from the meeting point to burger king. LOL and some act here and there which didnt seem like an act and i did not find anything wrong oh welllllllll, how was i to know that dewi sudden chionging mood and pas sudden urge to go to the toilet was all to pull time. no wonder they did not call dewi at all throughout the whole thing lo. i was like asking them to call her and ask her where shes for many times lo! and they just dao-ed me. i seriously thought that some weird freak was emoing laa and it kinda freaked me out lo-.- it turn out that the freak is charins the bimbooooooo haha thanks for the cupcakes! they're nicee laa i like sweet stuffs haha~ ate our takeaway burger king there and cycled back and usual stuffs lo. ahahaaa thanks la~ and now i know where my loved sec2 art metal thing is and my eraser! even though i didnt even know my highlighter and string are gone ahaa. the bloody bimbos stole my stuffs and gave them back to me as birthday present, ha- omg sun burnt sucks. edit, oh yeah i cried in the toilet while my wound hurt like siao, i may sound stupid but i felt better after i cry while thinking about stuffs. maybe i should clear up my mind using this way, cause its pretty effective!
stop staring at me like i'm a different person, those stares really kills. i think i know whats on your mind but really, i'm still that same person you knew and i'll be the very last person to even change one bit. i still need everyone of you and i really wish time could turn back so that i wont regret like shit now. and i still cry for stupid things. memories can kill ,that thought that its all the past and not the present is suicidal. abit like so close yet so far hor.
